I'm buying a fucking new camera soon! AND I'll learn how to use it.
The subject has become emotional and hysterical because I'm feeling insecure about helping out with an exhibition where I was given the task to take new photos of the town to compare with old ones. It's very frustrating to see what's gone wrong with a picture and not knowing how to do it differently.
On the bright side it's motivated me. I'm thinking of a course in photography and a Nikon D5100. As with every system camera, it seems, I'll be paying more for the mega zoom than the macro perspective, which I'm much more interested in. What kind of insect would I photograph from a mile away?.... Wow, that got me daydreaming.
Since I'm writing I might want to comment my new project altering a book... It's fun!